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Peter: Guarded by God’s power

I started writing this months ago - December I think - but here it is.

I was reading in 1 Peter 1 a couple of days ago. It’s become quite a familiar passage and book for me. We spent some time on it in the cell group I lead a few months ago and I spoke in church a couple weeks ago from 1 Peter 2, so I’m starting to remember some of the phrases even though I haven’t intentionally memorized it - which would be worth doing. But I made some new connections this time.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. (1 Peter 1:3-5 ESV)

Peter is completely confident that believers will receive their inheritance which is being kept for them, and he’s completely confident that God is keeping those believers - that by his power he is guarding them through faith until he comes to collect his own people. I was thinking about the idea of being “guarded through faith” and I guess I started to think about how Peter came to know all of what he says here. Surely he’s not making it up, so how did he come to know this truth and to be able to talk with such certainty and joy about what God is doing and will do? 

Suddenly I made a connection between what Peter went through and what he’s teaching. Luke 22:31-34 records a staggering, otherworldly conversation between Jesus and Peter. Imagine your best friend telling you that within a few hours you’re going to deny even knowing them. How would Peter have felt hearing that? But in the middle of a devastating prophecy Jesus said something that I’m sure played a significant role in crystalizing the particular truth that Peter has in view in chapter 1 vs 5 of his first letter.

“… I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned again, strengthen your brothers.” (Luke 22:32) Jesus prayed for him! Jesus knew what was coming and entrusted Peter to his Father. Jesus prayed that even in the face of and the aftermath of his denial, Peter’s faith would survive.  

Peter experienced being guarded through faith through his own denial of Jesus. To his horror and pain, Peter did exactly what Jesus said. Surely his fulfillment of the first part of the prophecy gave a remorseful Peter the strengthen and grace to repent, and by so doing fulfill the second part of the prophecy. Jesus already knew that he would betray him this way. But he had already protected Peter’s faith through prayer and promised his restoration. He did turn again, and he strengthened the other disciples. What Peter is rejoicing in stands firmly on Jesus’ promises in passages like John 6: 37-40, but surely he must also be rejoicing in his own experience of God’s promise coming to pass. 

1 Peter 1: 3-5 has implications for those of us who wonder if we’ll make it in this Christian life. It also has implications for those who haven’t responded to the gospel because they don’t think they could succeed at being a Christian. But there are also implications for those believers who have never once given failure a thought. Peter says what those of us who are prone to lofty thoughts of ourselves might easily say. “Never! I’d die for you!” Our security is not found in the strength of our faith or in our self-confidence. These are not mind-games. Repeating “I think I can! I think I can!” to yourself doesn’t change how fickle and sinful you are. Our security is found in the strength of the God who guards us through faith (the “through faith” part deserves further exploration but this post is already long enough). We can fail. We will fail. He cannot fail. He will not fail. 

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It is important to understand that fruitfulness and growth are the results of focusing on Christ and desiring to honor Him. When growth and change are our primary goals, we tend to be preoccupied with ourselves instead of with Christ. “Am I growing? Am I getting any better? Am I more like Christ today? What am I learning?” This inordinate preoccupation with self-improvement parallels our culture’s self-help and personal enhancement movement in many ways. Personal development is certainly not wrong, but it is misleading—and it can be very disappointing—to make it our preeminent goal. As we grasp the unconditional love, grace, and power of God, then honoring Christ will increasingly be our consuming passion…The only One worthy of our preoccupation is Christ, our sovereign Lord, who told Paul, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is perfected in weakness.

Robert McGhee via Tullian Tchividjian

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In our day we have defined the meaning of life as “getting to know yourself.” But in many ways that is like trying to understand poetry without knowing the author. You can take a lot of guesses and reach some cool conclusions that seem profound, but you would have missed the meaning.

Brad Hambrick

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I figured myself out… sorta

I’ve been trying to figure out the reason why I haven’t been blogging for the last many months. I think I’ve found the root, or at least one of the main roots. I’ve been self-absorbed and self-conscious. It’s not that I haven’t had things I’ve been thinking about or things that I’ve thought are worth saying. It’s not that I haven’t come across a ton of insightful or cool or controversial or thought-provoking stuff by other people that would be worth sharing. It’s not even that I have been busy. I have been busy sometimes but we always make time for the things we really want to do. It’s that everything that I would have posted has gotten stuck behind my filters which have been overly pre-occupied with how I’m feeling about a whole bunch of things. There are things I need to say that I can’t figure out how to say - or really to feel safe while saying. And that’s made not blogging easier.

When I blog it’s like stepping onto the stage - not because a whole lot of people are watching, but because I am where I can be seen by anyone who wants to watch. When I started this blog the desire to be honest was stronger than the desire to be cocooned. That changed several months ago. But now that I can see myself a bit more clearly I think I can step past it the obstacle and get moving again. Honesty is not safe. Neither is love. This blog is one of my acts of love. It’s ironic that I stopped writing “Becomer” because of how I was feeling about what really is the process of becoming. So here I go again.

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Some men seem to devote most of their energies to the task of seeing just how little of Christian truth they can get along with. We, however, regard it as a perilous business; we prefer, instead of seeing how little of Christian truth we can get along with, to see just how much of Christian truth we can obtain.

We ought to search the Scriptures reverently and thoughtfully and pray God that He may lead us into an ever fuller understanding of the truth that can make us wise unto salvation.

J. Gresham Machen (via derekthornton)

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mikeclevenger:

“The supremacy of God in all things is the great reward we long for in fasting. His supremacy in our own affections and in all our life-choices. His supremacy in the purity of the church. His supremacy in the salvation of the lost. His supremacy in the establishing of righteousness and justice. And his supremacy for the joy of all peoples in the evangelization of the world.”

-John Piper

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This a very good, and at times quite deep discussion about art and how evangelicals relate to it. Tell me what you think.

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